Duality

I Push my fingers into my eyes... 
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... 
But it's made of all the things I am today... 
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... 
If the pain goes on... 
Aaaaaaaah! 

I have screamed until my veins collapsed 
I've waited last, my time's elapsed 
Now, All I do is live with so much fate 
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that 
I've left behind this little fact: 
You cannot kill what you did not create 
I've gotta say what I've gotta say 
And then I swear I'll go away 
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words 
I guess I'll save the best for last 
My future seems like on big past 
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice 

I push my fingers into my eyes 
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache 
If the pain goes on, 
I'm not gonna make it! 

Pull me back together 
Our seperate the skin from the bone 
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me 
alone 
Tell me the reality is better than dream 
But I found out the hard way, 
Nothing is what it seems! 

I push my fingers into my eyes 
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache 
But it's made of all the thing I am today 
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside 
If the pain goes on, 
I'm not gonna make it! 

All I've got...all I've got is insane... 
All I've got...all I've got is insane... 
All I've got...all I've got is insane! 
All I've got...all I've got is insane! 

I push my fingers into my eyes 
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache 
But it's made of all the thing I am today 
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside 
If the pain goes on, 
I'm not gonna make it!